Hey, I was moving rooms today and tonight I found my box with all your stuff in it, all you love letters and beautiful things you gave me. And you know I feel a few things now, I feel sorry. I'm sorry for what I said. I had that really mean letter I wrote you at the back of the book full, full, of so much love. And I really loved you so much, even though I never wrote near as much as you, I gotta say I realize I was such a selfish little fucker and really so self-consumed that I couldn't even see you. I, i... I know, life has it's moves and I just wanna say that right now, I love you. I love you. You know it. It will never change. I don't know how you feel, but I feel like you're always there. And I know you're not, I know you're off and gone away, and I get sad sometimes, There's nothing to do about it, but just feel it. I am so happy and grateful for being so blessed. And how amazing to share this life with you. I can't limit it in memories, or time, but just QUALITY. You've made me so rich inside and in my heart. Thank you.